work is seriously sapping my mind.. any reprieve anybody?
it’s sometime since i’ve posted. and yeaps.. been pretty bz doing work n stuff. kinda bad though, juz working and eating gd food w some of my frens and working again. as my gd fren jac wuz say.. vegetating.. and NoooOoo.. i dun wanna vegetate.. put on some weight but less humour i guess..
hanging out w my best bud ambrose whom also is too neroutic for comfort sometimes.. he is definately in worse shape than i am. sighh.. sry abt tt man bro tt i cant do anything abt it. thinking in short paragraphs n phrases.. juz nid a lucky break somewhere out of the monotony. nid to make something happen. something to kick me out of the straight line, the cold office.. literally freezing at work. gawd, n i cant find any jacket at home to use.. tt i can afford to leave at work.. arghh..
recently blew out at one of my good ger frens. dunno wad happened or how it happened but i saw it 1 way, she saw it another. too close for comfort i presume. lack of tact on my part but yeap. im alwayss chasing my frens away. weird is’nt? maybe for the better also. she will still b one of my close frens to me but yeap juz not in the way it is currently. something muz b done to shift the balance..
so yeap.. some1 juz stop the time and allow the peace n tranquility to set in to soothe the mind coz it’s nv enough! sleep is nv enough for me.. n my boss is complaining im so lethargic.. some 1 juz kill my boss n my ceo for me pls.. all the nonsense rules and tight curfews.. all the regimental and red tape.. if i wanted a life like tt i would haf signed on.. sighh..y am i raving now when im not doing anything abt it? i also wonder.. well..
last but not least, those who cant stand me raving.. yeap.. my sincere apologies.. some ppl ask me for advice and sometimes i feel i dish them out ok. but yep.. i cant help ppl if i cant help myself cant i?.. yeap.. so allow me this post of ranting n raving n i’d get over it juz fine soon..
*jus saddened*