Blogging to clear my noggin

hey u all.. it’s like 0045 in the morning and i’d due to wake at 0630 but wad e heck, got outta bath n my hair is still wet.

this week is a load of meeting up w frens. last weekend had my last alummni pract for a concert due next week. playing 2 songs only but it’s quite fun to play..

monday met up w yin, cresa and chee yong as wuz yin’s bdae recently.. the madd ppl the whole lot. aniwae cresa gg overseas for work.. ciaoz babe.. enjoy az.. it’s definately better than crappy sg.

today is a more sombre mood as i met up w a close female fren for a chit chat session cum dinner. the thai food wuz not too bad & i wuz in the midst of good company. but still, it’s kinda sad hearin things abt nice ppl always being bullied..

kinda unfair treatment to hear wad happened. but sadly i only can leave it at there. n i deserve the particular person privacy and all..

tml work’s in batam.. argh!!.. the agony.. n thurs im meetin my ccd peeps for a high sch reunion.. lol.. not really la.. juz di, jac, darryl n charles at arab st for some dinner n shisha!!…

*jus tired*

hey peeps.. juz got back from batam for my deepa-raya getaway and i’m feeling all sore and tired!!..LOL muz b weird to hear that since going for holidays makes u all refreshed and all but still.. i had fun and enjoyed it.

i will prob cut out all the details and dive in straight into the skinny.. batam is not a place i’m totally alien with. my company always despatch us there for work @ our sister company. but i wuz not there for work this time but rather for some fun w my 2 other church frens darryl and scott..

the  main highlights for the trip muz b prob the spa, seafood and go karting!.. never had a chance to go for a proper spa and the experience wuz totally relaxing!.. scrubs and massages and the hydrobath.. came out of the spa totally refreshed.. and nooo.. nothing else other than the spa i had in there.. for all the weirdo fellas who think we did anything else.. =) much cheaper than if u had it in sg also..

seafood.. i missed out on a good crab fiesta w am n his frens last week and intended to make it up big time!.. had pepper crab, fish, chicken, sotong, prawns and fried rice.. for abt 60k rupiah.. which totals to abt less than 20+ dollars for 3 pax?

i muz give special mention to the go karting.. i totally enjoyed it even though it left me w my sore back and sides and my grazed hand.. however, it could haf been better if we could choose the kart to be in. rather than adapting to the kart which we had 3 different karts for 3 different races.
smashed thru 2 barricades as the releasing the accelarator made my kart go faster and my brakes had to be depressed real hard to work.. -____- ‘ ‘ ‘ tt wuz for the 2nd race.. but still, playing arcade too much made it really gd/bad in a way for me.. i shall not eleborate on that but the feel of zipping thru the track chasin and catching up w ppl really makes the pain all worth while.. a muz go if i haf another opportunity.

together in all spent abt 300+ bucks for everything in this trip, n the result? enjoyment all e way. prob will edit to post up some pics from the trip as i gotta get the pics from darryl.. so aniwae, now at home.. w 1 more day to rest n work the rest of the week.. darn..
*jus sore*

the haze goes on n on.. n it’s ruining my blading outings.. dammn..

the weekend wuz completely spoiled by a bad fri the 13th. wuz totally cheesed off by some moronic colleague of my best bud whom dissed me, him n a female ex-colleague of his which is kinda kewl.. aniwae.. i believe u guys shld hear how tard-ish he is.. (lol.. i borrow ya lingo gab.. )

it all started coz i went w my fren also am’s ex-colleague to buy stuff for another fren’s bdae. well.. i went w her coz i got a gd fren in the inline skating industry n i got a serious gd lobang for them.. =)

aniwae, went for dinner where i bumped into the tard.. n his fren where he tried to make a fool of me n my fren. bad move though.. he totally screwed i guess.. so he prob took revenge by taking to start an office gossip in his office abt me,am and her.. anything gets me more pissed abt dissing me.. is dissing my best bud and an innocent bystander.. even had the cheek to place bets on it.. like so childish and immature.. 17 yr attitude on a 20++ something adult.. tsk.. who also tried to ask my bank account to wire me $5/- totally  -_____- ‘ ‘ ‘

well.. i dun haf to say the end or the details but he prob died face down from the verbal assault.. as my air force frens would describe me as a verbal assault specialist.. lol.. of cos minus the bad language.. aniwae.. he is a real asshole.. simple as tt.. n prob bit off more he could chew..

yeap.. so aniwae my friday wuz also spolit coz i did not haf the mood to do anything after tt.. n meet w am for some discussion.. late into the night where trashing and resolving happened yet again..

sat.. dota w my poly mates.. not too bad though a short while. back to poly for alum pract and met darryl, my close church fren for some drinks and also to plan our holiday getaway in batam from the 20th -23rd of oct.. (deepa-raya season)..i seriously nid a getaway from it all man.. *awaits*..

i guess sun wraps it all today as prob church and out dinner w the unholy trio of the 17th yr frenship.. me, am n darlie.. and sat n chat abt the situation till 11++ therefore which brings me here on my com bloggin.. for your into.. do not drink hazelnut ice blended from coffeebean.. really.. is a HAZElnut blend.. no taste n kinda smoky like the shit haze tt prevented me from blading and also making my incessant cough come back w a vengance.. sighh.

it’s like a bad aura for every1 now.. so many frens around me, getting bad news. whether it’s problems w ppl or work.. the wind always travels and like the haze ard, it’s getting real smoky and irritating the hell of every1. to all the troubled 1’s out there, yes.. we all are misfits in a highly stressed environment.. so juz gotta pull up our socks and stick in there.. even how screwed up it may b..

*jus tired*

hey guys.. my weekend was alright but dampened by the thick haze.. still stuck to my guns and bladed on a sat.. with the looming thick fog.. juz got back from dinner.. good sashimi always take my mind off things..

but return to work wuz a real bummer.. incidentally i wuz supposed to do OT on sat but due to miscom, i assumed i did’nt had to come back. but then, when i got back on monday, realised my colleague came back to work n fixed my errors.. n he stayed in office on sat from 8-4.. OMG.. like shit.. so guilty man. but wad can i do abt it when it’s alreddi done?
the worst is when my boss called me in n questioned abt the errors i make.. sigh.. mebbe im not cut out for this job.. it’s like i try my best but it’s nv enough.. precision wuz nv my thing.. mebbe..

juz c how things work out again bah.. arghh.. not promising but still muz strive on.. told myself at least 1 yr in here while all my frens told me to quit but still.. juz to find out..

*jus depressed*