Blogging to clear my noggin

i overblew my budget.. but den again.. it’s worth every cent..

fri nite went out w am for a free movie.. ok.. not exactly free.. but much cheaper.. but den again this choice of movie not exactly good. miami vice.. yea.. i proudly proclaim it the use handphone campaign show.. so boring lor.. w only a few good action sequences.. well.. at least we were in good company.. w his colleague nic n her fren.. =)

today went w miao to ECP to look @ new blades. been complaining abt my roces 5th element for sometime. coz it’s real bulky n heavy to lug along to blade. but it lasted since sec4.. 6-7 yrs ago.. yea it served me well and it’s a great pair of blades. but aniwae looking for a lighter, faster pair.. parted w a considerable amt of cash for a pair of hockey blades.. like comparing a tank(my previous pair) to a fighter jet.. too fast!!!… waaaaa!!!!!… n light.. guess i’d b spending some time to break in the blades n getting used to control the speed.. more excuse to go ECP n zip down to n fro.. thanks alot to aloy for helping me w choose the killer pair.. Mission 7500.. woot.. me n miao left happie n pockets considerably lighter.. really difficult transisting sia.. too used to the stability of my red brick tt new swift black lightweightness w swiss bearings n 80mm wheels makes me unstable but freaking scary fast… good challenge for my bored out life to do something worth it. juz as well also.. did some maintainance on my old pair and realised tt the bearing has been bent in.. too violent perhaps? oww.. and the tongue of the boot has a severe cut.. no wonder my legs been aching when i strap it in recently.. uncanny but maybe forseen tt roces giving way so i got 1 b4 something really bad happened to the old pair?!?!.. divine providence.. =)

so my sun wuz also spent blading!.. lol.. ben n my bro n few others went cycling while i took my blades for a test run again. my bro got a free bike from his fren.. lol.. so it’s means we both got new set of wheels..  learnt the proper way to lace it up from the shop i got it from.. i’ve been doing it wrong all e time.. -____- ”’

o well.. at least i’m informed now..

yea.. juz had to blog to exclaim my new purchase.. ani 1 up for blading in ECP anytime soon?

*jus flies*

oww oww.. my rump.. my rear end.. as i sit and type.. my grazed hand rub the wood of my table and bruised knee caps cross each other as i wince at the lack of cushion of my seat. this weekend is a blast!.. friday wuz out w my best bud am. yeah.. good way to start the week w my partial brokeback buddy as he finds plans and tactial w his newfound target.. 1up for AM.. 0 for gd ole me.. o well.. yeah.. so sat.. alummni band pract ended w an impromptu LAN session w a new bunch of dota khaki’s.. 5 guys n a girl.. not wad ya think.. but yea.. dota.. in my opinion female gamers totally rox man.. *respect* n she is not too bad.. in 1 hero at least.. lol.. *makes mental note to jio am* more LAN sessions for the alummni band dota club.. hahahaha.. now.. the reason y im battered n bruised and pretty much sore all over.. sun, after church went w the bunch of server guys to a vegetated place for sun, sand n loads of mud and many mosquitoes.. learnt it the hard way but not stable yet.. yeah.. riding a bike.. ok ok.. stop luffing u punks.. i immediately learnt how to blade b4 i even hopped on a bike. blading is like 2nd nature manz.. lol.. okok excuses.. i will cycle!!… it’s a fun day manz.. brotherhood to the max as i had difficulty w my heavy bad which i brought and i had difficulty learning cycling.. ben shared a double bike w me.. so sorrie ben for all the trouble and thanks u all for the support.. hahaha.. wif frens like these, i feel much better.. hahaha.. maybe better w other things.. *ahem*.. lol.. okok juz kidding.. yea.. how i got my bad bruises.. learning to cycle and i cant go slow, my balance w tilt.. so i went pretty fast.. and went down slope.. bad move.. but still cant stop.. so got 1 bike on the left n on the right n i cant stop.. too nice to bang into ppl.. i swerved.. hit the brake.. stopped and for 1-2 secs in totally limbo mode.. and fell into the bushes in a hole .. w my legs sticking in the air and ant’s on my hands.. lay there for 5 secs.. reeling in aftershock.. and yea.. got up.. saw my "nice" fren w a camera.. -_-”’ and dmg control after tt..used to falling though.. learning how to blade wuz not a bed of roses.. but it’s a long time since i fell so bad on wheels.. i stopped falling on blades long time.. unless i did something crazy or helping some1 in the process.. yea.. so good weekend for me.. im gonna ache so bad tml at work.. sob.. when will the good things come?!?!.. o well.. live to tell the tale and intend to make it a good 1.. *jus aching*

the end of yet another weekend. another week flew past without any purpose again.. i’m starting to get totally numbed out by it alreddi. geez.. to make matters worse, i’m sick again..

yeap, my immune system is totally going downhill le.. hacking cough w phlegm residue.. the usual irritating headache.

my parents been naggin abt my nocturnal lifestyle and how it’s causing my immunity breakdown but i juz can’t sleep at nite sometimes.. geez.. totally screwed in CAPS manz.

tml MC day? c how i fare tml morning bah.. o well.. getting down in going for NP alumuni band pract.. suddenly in stealth mode again but it’s the stealth i do not like where i’m kinda translucent n ppl choose not to notice. o well… dun wanna bother too much le..

what’s meant to b will be yours eventually. no point hankering for popularity when it means sacrificing being yourself. i wuz nv 1 of the ppl who draws ppl to them but i dun like to use loud flashy approaches and suave moves. but ppl will nv know..

now the sunday’s gone in a morning of church n afternoon of dota match.. rest of e day? at home resting n reeling in the effect of my sick condition..

arghhh… can’t get any better than this manz.. geez..

*jus coughs*

wondered if u guys haf even juz sat in orchard rd and juz people watch. while ppl rush to n fro in their lil world of their own. i wuz juz discussing tt topic w my fren gab. not tt we are so bo liaoz but rather every1 is juz caught up w their own thing to notice the people ard them.

from some time now.. i have seen people juz run u by not giving u a 2nd glance. so caught up w things ard u tt the person in front of u is like invisible in your eyes. o hell.. scratch the some time. most of time it happens.

suddenly the name mr stealth comes into play. but becoz u can camo well rather coz u can juz walk down by and no1 gives a 2 hoot n no1 bothers of your existence. suddenly everything juz lacks purpose. y are u working? wad u looking fwd to? things like that juz go outta the window sometimes..

yea.. i’m sounding pretty melachoy.. you’re in a car and driving down a road.. a long desert road with nothing in sight.. no front n no back.. juz a straight line with nothing but road miles in existence. as i like to put it.. limbo.. life in limbo more likely.

maybe nt me who feels this rite now.. but yeah on off u come to think abt it and wonder wad we doing.. weird is’nt it.. as my frens would say.. ya probably juz thinking abt it too much. rather u shut yourself out.. not my sun bunch.. im ok w em n all.. though years goes by n ppl change but the basics still remain. *disclaimer on tt*

yea.. so bummed out today.. work’s been always the desert road i feel.. maybe a few bumps on the tarmac but nothing big there. the rest is juz a long stretch of sky and dusty sand air tt gets in your throat n chokes u..

maybe juz a bit too drama-mama here but still.. nv hurt to grouse a bit.. so when the road reaches a turning or a bend.. i hope to make the right movement and turn.. seize the moment.. carpe diem..

fri evening nearly screwed but saved meeting w darryl.. juz simple dinner and coffee perks u from the usual routine.. yea.. i may not haf big happenings in which i wish for but it’s the lil things in life tt at least make me feel juz a tad better. sighh

*jus bummed*

haf u juz spent 1 day in orchard juz people watching? u can observe alot of ppl doing things while they are in their own world.. discussed this topic w my fren gab. ppl muz think we r so bo liaoz.. to actually bother wad other ppl do?

but sometimes the world moves by too fast for us to even notice.. being caught up w the fast pace of life.

things like tt always happen n it’s bugs to b shoved aside now n then. ok fine.. scratch tt.. not really now n then.. more frequently more or late. mr stealthy i call it.. juz watchin n seeing things goes by while the world juz zooms past u.

den again.. i also wonder wad is going on. i also wad i work for.. wad purpose in life holds.. the future seems close yet distant.. on a straight road with nothing on the left n right of it.. nothing in the front n the back.. juz nothing to look out for.. yeah.. something like tt now i guess.. limbo as i may call it.. sucks to the core.

no point arguing telling me to do something abt it.. coz i also dunno how n wad to do abt this.. sighh.. juz 1 step at a time bahh.. arghhh!!!..

o well.. work’s mundae and my weekend nearly started off w nothing.. but went out w darryl for some dinner n now at home.. a blog away.. yawn..

*jus numb*

haf u juz spent 1 day in orchard juz people watching? u can observe alot of ppl doing things while they are in their own world.. discussed this topic w my fren gab. ppl muz think we r so bo liaoz.. to actually bother wad other ppl do?

but sometimes the world moves by too fast for us to even notice.. being caught up w the fast pace of life.

things like tt always happen n it’s bugs to b shoved aside now n then. ok fine.. scratch tt.. not really now n then.. more frequently more or late. mr stealthy i call it.. juz watchin n seeing things goes by while the world juz zooms past u.

den again.. i also wonder wad is going on. i also wad i work for.. wad purpose in life holds.. the future seems close yet distant.. on a straight road with nothing on the left n right of it.. nothing in the front n the back.. juz nothing to look out for.. yeah.. something like tt now i guess.. limbo as i may call it.. sucks to the core.

no point arguing telling me to do something abt it.. coz i also dunno how n wad to do abt this.. sighh.. juz 1 step at a time bahh.. arghhh!!!..

o well.. work’s mundae and my weekend nearly started off w nothing.. but went out w darryl for some dinner n now at home.. a blog away.. yawn..

*jus numb*

tis weekend is a week full of surprises.. lol..

sat was pretty uneventful.. met up w church khaki’s to settle some biz.. and rushed off 2 meet my poly frens.. kinda surpised tt one of my female frens not only play dota but she does it during work.. geez.. the joy’s of being in the gaming industry.. lucky ppl..

aniwae.. mental note taken.. went off during the nite w ray t.. for some beer and slacking.. finally stop hiding from taking some beer and drank some properly w his frens.. good start but not too often though.. juz not used to the bitter taste. nv liked the feeling of beer.. rather hard liqour!?!?.. wahh.. juz kidding.. i sux in drinking.. low tolerance.

aniwae.. went back tt nite full n bloated abt 3++am..

today’s morning wuz a usual church affair.. woke up late and went down for late morning mass after a long nite out. left after lunch w my server bunch to meet am n his bro for some get together and coffee.. but the nite wuz not over yet.. received a surpise call from my sec sch fren justin wee to celebrate his bday.. lol.. at like 8++pm.. can’t reject a bday request after all he kinda forgot to inform me earlier.. (hahaha.. had to put tt in) so i waited after am left to pick his bday prezzie and meet up at robertson quay for some chill out n shisha..

the old faces + 2 new faces from the past emerged from the background today.. yea.. like old men meeting for a sec sch reunion.. talking abt old sec sch days and how we evolved from the kids we used to be wuz really interesting.. mentally note to find alloy to quote inline skate prices.. (nid lobang for blades.. can contact.. XD ) and to meet up w this bunch more often.

yea.. so the 2 new faces from the past aloysius & john andrew.. yea.. thanks for making a mark in my mind and made the day into a day worth remembering abt.. n coz the ole bunch, boon,justin weee n colin.. for the fun.. lol.. st pat’s are not acdemically smart ppl.. but wat we lack in book knowledge, we excel in street smartness.. from the sch of old hard knocks.. st pats itself.. kik ass.. (no ill intention to other schs or ppl intended)

with tt on a light hearted note.. i end my weekend at 3.05am.. snap back to reality.. shit.. work to wake at 6.30am.. some1 juz kill me then!!!.. lol.. betta go zzz liaoz…!!!!

*jus zzz*

hey u all.. suddenly i got a sudden urge to post as i got a back bite from my boss abt the harping china-man..

yea i haf been doing fine in performance in work. but to err is only human.. no1 expects perfection in work but only these sad sods.. madness.. still it wuz my fault.. system mistake or wad no matter. but nevertheless gave tt S.O.B to gloat at my misfortune.. i really wonder how free ppl are to actually bother to gloat when we are all so tied up at work.. dammn it..

somemore to add fuel to the fire.. my immediate superior suddenly went on PMS mode and started raving abt zero tolerance to error.. hello?!!?! Zero error? u think i machine.. i’m already slogging my ass out for u all here.. n tt china moron made some mistakes i had alreddi covered up for him le.. n now coz of this, i got shot down juz like tt.. really buey gam wan.. i believe a few months ago, my boss actually said .. make mistakes is ok de.. but not too mani.. now he sing different song…

the environment here is really not good here.. sighh.. but the prospect n money are bearable.. but i’d jus lun here for now..

sighh.. action a chockful of shit at work but the rest of it.. really as silent and desolate as a grave..

*jus sad*

last fri wuz a good friday for me. since thurs till fri.. allowed in casual as i wuz involved in internal audit.. work load froze on fri allowing me to rest n do the minimal during work on fri. which wuz fantastic..

hopeful during the weekend. met up w my best bud’s colleagues.. AM’s frens for some blading which happens to b the sport of my choice and after tt some dinner at his fren’s desert stall.. totally rawks la.. went totally ballastic and all getting to know some new frens and go whacked out in the process. but still realising tt my life is still aimless and all.. can’t help but feel bit demoralised.

dammn.. as the year come to the end, (well soon at least).. this is the year of ultimate boredom. the dog year.. my year.. though it’s my ORD-ed year. but i haf not accomplished much.. juz looking forward aimlessly from day to day hoping for good things to happen juz dun cut it.. but yet too lazy to do anything but wait.. contradictory but o so true..

*jus nua*