Blogging to clear my noggin

hey peeps.. it’s been sometime.. realised for sometime going thru the same shit over n over again.. no need for any explaination.. no blogging required.

work’s the same.. endless clearing of my workload to find another pile on my desk the next day. the irritant pissing me off is strangely not giving me any problem.. as my work quality went up and his.. o well.. not too well i presume.. dun give a flying fark abt him lo.. revenge complete.boring to the max.. my weekends seems to haf lost it’s life also.. been to my fren bday bbq.. had a heck trying 2 saboh and tt’s abt tt for this weekend..

ppl been telling me to pick up something to broaden the horizons a bit. but yet, i dunno wad to do..

so many things to accomplish yet so lil marnee and too much time. ironic really it seems but then, yet so happenin in the real world. hiakz…

till then peace out..

*jus stoned*

hey u all.. back from a long nite out baa.. nothing much.. dinner, chill out session w my poly fren and some overnight session of gaming..

work’s been pretty interesting of late. as my header suggests.. my "problem" at work has been self combusting recently of late. since he likes to pick on me so much. well.. he is not faring too well himself. of cos juz being gracious and not wanting to b 2 much  of an asshole, (*ahem*) i juz duly reminded him of his mistakes and of cos keeping a back log in case he wants to play hardball some day. these self thinking white horses nowadays.. u dun know wad we engineers do and think ya high n mighty.. lol.. now got problem then turn tail and dun act so big now huh.. geez..

in fact, the whole office is turning against him. well.. i’m not the cause but i did fan the flames a bit… i dun push people down the stairs. but u piss me off.. i also dunno why the broom was lying 5 cm from the stair floor.. oops..

but still.. being too cocky is not the way to go also. i’m not a pro in wad i do. but i do my best n hope tt is enough. juz dun diss me at work when i’m tryin.. i’d try equally hard to ensure ya jus desserts..

okok.. anger appeased.. brutal more of late but muz crub the temper.. juz work now n ensure no problem from my side so i can continue the clean sheet without asses back picking n bitch biting.

hiak hiak.. poke the angry giant in the eye..*pokes*

another weekend.. will something good happen out of it? doubt so but i can always wish for something.. =)

*jus appeased*

ok.. i had to blog even though nothing much to do..

yest was my church’s feastday. Assumption of the Blessed Virgin Mary.. 15th of August. i’m not a preacher so i skip the details abt it. but it’s wad makes us different from christians.. so.. tt’s abt tt..

so aniwae.. had swell dinner yest. ok la not tt swell but better than my usual dinner and stuff like tt. work’s simmering fine again.. always the calm after a heavy storm.. so when is the storm brewing again? or i sense serenity after all the hoo haa.. i really wonder.

but still nevertheless bz w work as usual and taking wadeva time i have after tt to seriously chill out n go absolutely bonkers!.. but muz b mindful of my sleep as i’m really lacking in that aspect.

with tt.. wad more can i expect? alot more actually.. hahaha.. but 1 thing at a time.. off for some games n more impt after tt.. sleep!!..

*jus plods*

i muz b going deranged.. lol..

today is national day.. big deal but it is the holiday tt matters. so anyway, woke dammn early to meet exco for meeting.. discuss some impt matters.. den after gazing at 4 cars go off n after being dropped off by pat n his new cheery qq, b home to zzz…

went out again for some pool w shaatish n justin wee.. the world is v small.. my fren’s fren turned out to b my sec sch fren’s fren.. o well.. complicated circle.

yea.. pool w my cue which i haf not used in sometime since i haf not gone pool in ages.. how i acquired it.. let ya all know in the near future i guess.

went exploring new places.. robertson quay has quite nice ambience.. good for bringing ya frens to chill or juz a date to bask in the mood. found another hidden treasure there.. Cappadocia Cafe Restaurant.. good turkish resturant.. had some good beef steak there.. turkish style.

after tt, had some shisha.. if those whom are not familiar w it.. it’s a pot of fruit flavour.. where turkish uses to smoke from.. i dun normally advocate smoking. but it’s not artificially added w tar or nicotine.. so it’s all naturel.. after 1 pot of strawberry flavoured shisha and apple tea juz chatting w my frens.. really takes stress off from work which i really been having for sometime n also dread going back to tml. sigh.. live in the moment i guess?.. hee hee.. another round next time ppl? shisha.. i’m getting addicted?!?!?!?.. nah juz crazy i guess..

holiday’s over.. another 2 more days to weekend.. argh..

*jus pengZ*

monday has broken!! like the 1st morning..  but my day surely wuz broken.. bad.. real bad.. by some white horse of a cheena mutherfarker.

well.. let’s recap how the weekend wuz. 1 word: shit.. n i mean literally.. lol.. sat wuz camping at home nursing my recurring stomach ache on a crude realisation that my brother n sis passed the germs to me.. -_-”’ juz great la..

sun well… as bit better.. lamented at church n met up w ambrose as my stomach gave up in predictable intervals during tt day. well.. am also lamented w me as i brought 3 ppl w me.. jerry which wuz invited.. my brother whom surpisingly well tolerated by him n fran.. lol… clash of the titans manz..

o well. some humour to make me feel bit better. but today takes the cake.

i took a taxi 2 work today. well.. i did not oversleep. left house on time but rushed back as my bowels decided to release the floodgates at a really wrong time. lucky made it back b4 anything happened. but ended up flagging a taxi at like 7.45am n paying $7/-+++ for wad? my ass.. literally TBS.. tear backside..

with $2 for peak period charge.. my cab ride was really a pain in the ass..

now for the major shit tt really roxed my day.. inversely of cos. yes.. u all shld know abt the ass tt is making my life miserable at work. coz if u dun.. refer backlog pls.. u all shld know him. he is 1 major asshole.

okok.. so here is the skinny.. yea.. i have been under-performing recently but now under tutelage from some ppl.. my confidence lv increased by a bit but stil not tt good. so, when i thot my problem is improving, there was some reject from production.. 3 parts from me.. tt did not make the cut. kinda shocked coz i thot i had at least stopped the faulted 1’s from coming out so he got no chance to put me down but ALAS!.. tt guy confronted his own boss coz he wants to push production to clear his side of his load as he is taking freaking leave in early sep!.. wad a petty n selfish muther farker rite? nvm.. i cant blame his boss also for doing wad he did as he been tolerating this ass for the longest time. so, my boss was brought into the picture.. okie.. i’m not so cheesed by wad i gotta do. troublesome yes.. but i nid the training also but my work performance review really will dip.. but nothing tt some work put in n learnt will not do. but i’m not so cheesed by tt but rather 2 high ranking superiors giving in to a lowly checker juz because he is a fking white horse.. i know i’m not good at wad i do but i’m in here for like 4 freaking mths only.. tt guy juz check parts for a living yet he behaves like he owns the god dammn company! juz because he is the boss’s student.. o yea.. i’ve checked.. he is not the nephew.. putting him as a nephew is too highly of him. but juz a freaking student of the CEO.. and he throws his weight as if he is the boss.. this is really fucked fucked up man!!!!!!!!!!… prob learn wad i haf to learn here, stay for a while n bail out w a better asking rate based of my experience. shit manz.. i nv seen such appaling behaviour b4..

wad will hold in this shithole ahead.. i really dun wanna know. but at least for now, my boss, his boss and my colleagues will want me to excel and if i have the capability or knack for this job, i will.. n cream his ass if i got a chance to.

"he who runs to live a day, lives to fight another day" or will greener pastures beckon.. i wish..

*JUS FUMES*

it’s 2.30pm and i juz woke up.. piggy u may call it but i had woke prior to that to run to the loo and dispose … o u get wad i mean.. puked out last nite’s dinner which left a bad taste in my mouth. sighh.. now suffering from a slight gastric but dunno if i can eat properly later.

sianz.. si beii sianz… my weekend n this is the way i spend it. dunno if evening fit enough to go out. but i believe i’d take my chances. if i get to go out at least..

okok.. so the week has been pretty bz.. the day’s juz flew by doing work n more work.. until i realise how shagged out i am doing practically nothing for recreation. o well.. juz c wad happens further down.. as i dun wanna figure out too much.. juz 1 step at a time.

*jus painz*