Blogging to clear my noggin

the weekend flew so fast, i’m reeling in aftershock.. sighh.. so soon my work catches up w me.

so aniwae.. movies n more movies galore this weekend. 2fast2furious tokyo drift wuz juz pure kick ass.. DK and more DK’s.. lol.. go figure.. and dragon tiger gate wuz juz over-rated kungfu action… w loads of CG.. all watched on fri n sat respectively..

both also late nighters.. fri wuz out w ray n the server bunch.. ate supper @ changi n had a look at our local trannies.. eewww.. some wuz juz man in women clothes.. but the others.. OMG.. jaw dropping manz… w the chest tt many local women wud die to haf.. but of coz all fabricated. but sat juz spent prob.. playing games.. lol.. MMOPG.. silk road online.. weeee…

so aniwae.. in a nutshell my week wuz lazing n pure movies.. i definately nid a more fun weekend activities but b4 tt happens.. this will do.. sun? a day out in church n some rosary reflection in my aunty’s place.. my parent’s gathering..

i also take this time.. to wish my trusted fren bernard aka puii as he returns to scotland for his studies.. take care puii.. n do keep in touch. bon voyage..

back to work.. shit.. o well… same shit diff day.. hope i dun die so bad.

*jus mon blues*

yeap.. i feel like shit today.. today muz b one of the worst day at work for me so far.

started the day fine.. but when i ended the day later than usual, felt dammn demoralised. been called up by 3 different ppl and told off in demeaning ways how lousy the quality of my work is.. am i really tt bad in this job? am i not suited to wad i’m doing now? i really am at a loss now..

even ppl whom i tot were nice became uptight and pure assholes when triggered.. 4 mths into this and it seems like a long time. but still, the quality of my work has not improved. with no opportunity to learn slowly and the burden of production resting heavily on my back, i wonder how long can i last in this establishment. or at least when my screwing up spree stop.. my own boss also pushing me on deadlines.. and my projects coming 1 after another.. dammn i’m screwed..

especially tht fucking piss ass china guy.. he practically put me down in front of his boss. but at least his boss is nice to me.. for now at least.. so simple also cannot do properly.. fuck him understand.. so easy go n do yourself la.. juz because ya a white horse does not mean u can bully me.. asshole.. arghh!!! TMD!!

lucky i got good rapport w ppl or else i would b so tolerated by now with all my mistakes.. i sux at this.. can i b better?? pray for me guys.. tml again shit.. got a presentation to present the production errors last mth.. so "looking fwd" to tt..

on e brighter note, been out almost every day of the week save today.. n maybe tml.. if nothing happens.. went out w scott, am n daryl.. all different days of cos.. go out take a breather, eat some good food and juz forget of the work sometimes.

*jus furious*

wad e hell is PTUranus… pay thru ya ass la.. kinda dumb but den when i’m out w my crazy frens.. i guess tt is wad we do all day long. crap n more crap..

i finally got down to going out w my server khaki’s on a fri.. nothing much, caught a lame show and slacked ard.. not too bad for a nite out.. sry man rayy cant join u for dinner tnite.

yea.. sat n weekend mode started yest at 5.30pm.. today no diff as i lazed in the morning and met up w my band fren shar for some lunch and some chit chat abt his n my problems.. after tt met am my best bud for some dinner which was some shit ramen.. wad e waste.. my stomach is still complaining from all tt shit.. n jedi mudster to offset some grievances abt lousy food.. yeah.. so we always got some catch phrase.. last week.. was TBS.. n this week is PTUranus.. everything nowadays is so ex.. wtf.. played LAN for $3/hr.. dun ask y.. coz wait for some kotek workin nearby.. hahaha.. to go for supper at geylang lor 9 you tiao stall.. which i intend not to go back again as it’s standard not only dropped.. but service also losing out also.. the you tiao so oily.. i prob gotta run 2.4km to clear tt in which i dun run so i cant clear the oil.. and the service.. i haf not even eat halfway some AH BENG kia waiter demanded me to pay.. told him i haf not eat finish and he said u can pay again later if u order again.. wad e fark.. si beii tl sia.. BOYCOTT liao la.. shit service.. oily food.. crap..

really bo hua sia.. go all e way there for gd food.. get bucketload oily food and shit service.. n to think i paid so much cab fare to go there.. really PTUranus..

ok.. all those observant ppl would maybe notice tt i remove a blog URL from my entries few back.. decided to remove tt.. since upon query n not rite to bitch when im telling tt the person in general is bitching.. makes me a bigger bitch.. hmm.. sounds wrong.. not to bitch abt bitches coz it makes me a bigger bitch.. lol.. i can start a tongue twister w tt.. yea.. thot i clarify matters.. lol..

ok.. sunday..again shld b routine or else i will add an entry soon after..

*jus nuaa*

it’s mid week weds. currently in office deciding to take a self proclaimed break from the madness reprieve from work.

aniwae week’s been bad.. had a mini-confrontation from tt annoying china-man from hell.. juz a simple query abt parts can come to this.. wtf.. the story is v simple.. called tt bloke to confirm some parts which requires some locators to work upon.. he confused the parts as it sounds similar and then blames me for not understanding my own work.. so different from the other china-man which is my colleague cum mentor.. muz b a white horse.. arghh.. tt guy next day want to pass things to him also take leave this week.. kns.. wad precise timing..

whole’s week been a outing week.. yest i went to meet my colleague from air force last time Ms Chua.. aka ah chua.. one of my close working khaki’s air force last time. went for dinner and dragged to one of the MLM-type seminars.. not a good week.. sighh.. not shutting out the idea but juz not comfortable w it.

arghh!!!.. reprieve over becoming illegal doing other stuff during work.. irony bitching abt work in work.. lol(3.30pm)

after work went out on a spree.. went out w scottie.. supposed to meet him to buy the limited gshock black mi3 collection.. supposed 300++ bought below 200.. well worth it .. n also a new wallet.. my pierre cardin bought w rayy 8 yrs ago showing serious signs of wear n tear.. splurged 110 on braun buffel.. oww.. but nice stitching n soft leather.. one of the new models some more.. o wad e heck.. when ya out w scott the metrosexual.. hahaha.. everything for 298 bucks when the watch alone supposed to cost 309.. dammn.. after shit work.. at least i still can afford to indulge myself. hahaha.. (11.00pm)

*jus psycho*

today is monday morning. ok nvm.. sunday late nite.. blogging away manz..

church till say.. 5pm and it’s dinner.. waiting for freakin 2 hrs for makan.. and coffee. but now my stomach is still acting up!.. wad e bitch man..

aniwae.. been in constant contact w my net fren who seems like a nice girl. she has been plagued by a moron whom intelligence is less than tea in a teacup.. apparently she got flamed by him in his blog abt her n all.. and she wuz so peeved abt it.. geez.. i kinda had a similar incident when i flamed and got into a whole load of whoop ass.. but upon checking his blog.. he is really a shallow minded piece of crap..

practically seems like a lame ass person whom braggging so much.. nuff said.. nowadays ppl can get so judgemental but dun look themselves in the mirror nowadays..

o well.. guess the asses are growing but the nice people are juz dying away. and ppl juz beome weirder and meaner day by day. back to work where the shit piles and ppl breathes hard.. OMG..

*jus sianz*

hey hey hey.. it’s the weekend!!.. my usual working life weirdly takes a freaking twist.. as usual there are always ppl to harp on quality and deadlines.. i hate ppl who always harp on my work.. sighh.. but i dun haf a choice since my work revolves ard deadlines and quality. but tt does not give u the right to b anal manz.. geez.. ppl nowadays.

recently getting to know the people ard me in work. maybe being too friendly like in border’s where i ticked ppl off.. now im drawing the wrong kinda attention.. o no… wad haf i got myself into again?.. i shall choose to keep the problem to myself.. coz it’s something kinda difficult to explain. sighh

with so much shit.. where are the turns in life gonna work out fine? or all these is a blessing in disguise? i really wonder.

on a lighter note, i went w am to watch pirates of the carribean 2.. or i fondly refer as pirate of the curry bean!!.. lol.. good show as expected compared to it’s precessor.

another listless weekend.. another quote w troubles to add none a lighter load.

*jus spaced out*

i juz had a day off today. ppl muz b telling me.. "justin.. keng rite??" but i really had it bad yest n the day b4.

prob wuz the food combi. had sunday’s dinner eating beef rendang curry and thai bee hoon which is sour-ish, spicy.. and while watching the world cup finals at 2am, kinda ate preserved pineapple which kinda made my stomach churn.

had a bad monday at work. stomach really hurt bad!! could not concentrate during work and went to the loo like once every half hr. left the day with a head like a forge and an ass which felt tt it’s on fire..

slept the nite away on monday and then went to the doc on tues which is today.. probably spent the day catching up on my sleep..

back to work tml.. but still wanna rest some more.. sighh..

o well.. some rest better than no rest.. lol..

*jus groggy*

say say say!!… i had it real bad in the afternoon today. geez!!… okok.. so here goes. today met up w darryl to eat prata at the has been casurina.. ate butter thosai and tissue prata. the plate wuz the usual silver indian plate but the thosai wuz like so freaking long n so difficult to eat. so aniwae.. trying to tear the thosai w my fork n spoon and the plate shifted too much till it toppled over the table n landed smack on my shirt n shorts.. WTF!!.. nice artistic design ahh.. so pek chek after tt.. hosed it down immediately.. the food is actually not too bad if not the accident it may actually b a nice lunch. *sighh* gotta thank darryl for this.. went to his place to slack where my shirt n shorts got a good washdown and my rsaf polo t shirt wuz actually saved by heavy duty bleach..

aniwae.. tt wuz a bad experience over.. went back home juz in time to change into ethic chic.. got a nice batik borrowed from daddy o to watch the local musical.. soundwave.. directed by one of our local si judges.. dick.. lee.. not a bad attempt into multi-racial fusion though some parts are relatively boring. got joi chua.. the girl from the mouse luv rice song.. she sang a local remix of dancing queen.. lol..

yeah.. not too bad going out w my parents n my kid brother for a change. bumped into 2 frens.. derrick. my airforce fren whom i wuz so enthu n yelled at e top of my voice.. so pai seii.. in e middle of esplanade entrance some more.. geez.. and diana n her bf ed.. she went to the musical too.. chatted w em until go home time.. well.. guess it’s something good for such a shit afternoon.

if tml is usual stuff, guess no nid for bloggin.. unless something worth to blog abt then i will.. =p

*jus bummed out*

hey u all. haf not been doing some updating in a while. working day by day as usual.. nothing much to highlight.. hahaha.. i got confirmed in my workplace today.. so wad.. money still the same.. lol.. but at least the position there is confirmed so i can breathe a lil easier.

incidentally waiting to go dinner w my colleagues as they finally decided on holding the dept dinner so many a time delayed.. geez.. blogging after work again..

my internet screwed up on me again.. geez.. w a new com n my net still cannot connect. prob it is juz the lousy phone line in my house or singnet been cutting my wire 1 too many times.. arghhh!!.. tml i shall go for a musical at our local esplanade.. w my parents and bro.. family outing ba.. as i haf nt been out w them in ages and there is free food after tt!!.. whee.. though still sian.. weekends getting so boring nowadays.. arghh.. or i’m juz expecting too much.. =)

*jus sianz*

my day started at 11am last nite.. after hearing my escapade w my frens watching soccer (germany v argentina) my family aka my father n sis decided to get me in the mood to watch w them soccer also.

total upset! england lost n brazil also lost to portugal and italy respectively. but den again, brazil has been sitting up there for too long and england deserved their loss. so tt is juz as well.

spent my entire day floating around. usual work like mode but sadly on a weekend. literally zombified and half dead.. played usual dota n had dinner w the x-servers.. lol.. evening crowd..

i think the fly kite disease is really stuck onto me.. as my best bud also pulled a fast 1 on me today for dinner which also resulted in me dinner out w the evening crowd. o well.. doomed w bad luck again?? nooo.. another day of discontent for many days to come.. till i see the light come.. yet 1 more time. =)

shacked out.. 3 hrs of sleep.. i nid more sleep.. gtg.. cya peeps.

*jus shacked out*