Blogging to clear my noggin

yeap.. i feel like shit today.. today muz b one of the worst day at work for me so far.

started the day fine.. but when i ended the day later than usual, felt dammn demoralised. been called up by 3 different ppl and told off in demeaning ways how lousy the quality of my work is.. am i really tt bad in this job? am i not suited to wad i’m doing now? i really am at a loss now..

even ppl whom i tot were nice became uptight and pure assholes when triggered.. 4 mths into this and it seems like a long time. but still, the quality of my work has not improved. with no opportunity to learn slowly and the burden of production resting heavily on my back, i wonder how long can i last in this establishment. or at least when my screwing up spree stop.. my own boss also pushing me on deadlines.. and my projects coming 1 after another.. dammn i’m screwed..

especially tht fucking piss ass china guy.. he practically put me down in front of his boss. but at least his boss is nice to me.. for now at least.. so simple also cannot do properly.. fuck him understand.. so easy go n do yourself la.. juz because ya a white horse does not mean u can bully me.. asshole.. arghh!!! TMD!!

lucky i got good rapport w ppl or else i would b so tolerated by now with all my mistakes.. i sux at this.. can i b better?? pray for me guys.. tml again shit.. got a presentation to present the production errors last mth.. so "looking fwd" to tt..

on e brighter note, been out almost every day of the week save today.. n maybe tml.. if nothing happens.. went out w scott, am n daryl.. all different days of cos.. go out take a breather, eat some good food and juz forget of the work sometimes.

*jus furious*

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