Blogging to clear my noggin

today is labour day.. n it’s a rest day for me.. i went to buy a new spnking pair of puma shoes from pennisular plaza.. futura cat black/white for abt 109 bucks.. yes.. thanks to the progress pax.. i’m gonna indulge for a while.

aniwae thanks to my fren’s comments yest.. realised somethings abt thing happening ard me that i shld take a seat back n check up on how i am doing..

yes i do not haf the best attitude and it takes other ppl to tell me so. i may not b assertive enough to stand up and even though it does, i make a fool out of myself. when i mean business, ppl take a shoe and throw it at me and ask me to shut the hell up..  but still, i do nid to learn how not to do some things tht ppl will take as a bad comment or i also nid ppl to take me seriously.

attitude is something tht has to b honed over time. u cant judge tht every1 luvs ya attitude n it’s all fine. but there are always things abt u tht u dun know abt yourself. which will make u realise where u gone wrong in the past.

i’ve learnt from ppl.. n veri well by bad experiences. not to b eager and push it too much, not to b a sourpuss and bitch abt the world tht some ppl may actually envy ur life as it is and how to take things in my stride and pick up the pieces from where it is left off.

but am i wrong? no. i beg to differ.. i’m not wrong.. i’m juz misguided and if u think tht my direction is wrong, tell me n dun hide around and poke at my misbehaviour. coz i dun deserve to b poked at when i’m not supposed to and also not to b ignored when i’m only human like u..

cheers abt life.. i’ve learnt much.. 24 and still learning.. work’s up tml.. w a meeting tml.. pray to god for all tht has happened and tht he will guide me thru.

*jus ponders*

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