Blogging to clear my noggin

where some belly saves my insides from becoming jelly and phantom roxs big time.

it's real long since i blogged.. and i got back from watching the phantom of the opera!..

really if u only can catch 1 musical, this 1 u muz watch!.. having the opportunity to watch other good musicals like oliver, singing in the rain and slavia snow show in which in my opinion are already gd, this 1 really kicks major butt.

but 1st b4 i commence my opera report, been seriously bulking up major gut.. as i work n vegetate.. n pile a minor belly.. nearly had a major seizure in the tummy as i helped out in the production area and got slammed by a 10 kilo ton turret machine.. lucky for me, my tummy kinda cushioned the blow and all i had was minor bruises.. if it was me a few months back, i'd prob be winded n in hospital by now?..

ok, aniwae, for the report, man!.. was it good.. it's like a mixture of baroque, gothic, contemporary and a touch of ballet and classical.. mainly singing and if u dun catch the lyrics, u will miss the whole show.. but den again, it is a musical.. wad's a musical without music?

of cos the repertoire is powerful, the singers even the auxiliary prob will haf a major time but they did it and quite well at that. of cos it cant compare to the original but it's really good.. esp the phantom and christine roles.. are immensely difficult.

yeap.. of cos being brought up in the band for 10 yrs prob helped too.. hehe

too bad foto's cant be taken.. but it's a good nite .. the music of the night will stay in my mind for sometime.. =)

*jus dreamz*

my bridging is finishing.. yipeee.. phase 2 begins..

o man.. it has been ages since my last post.. n i really mean ages!!.. 5 down and my last exam for bridging is tml. with that, if i can clear all, that marks the end of my bridging modules.. a long awaited month break b4 the school term for my uni finally begins.

too many things to mention, but mainly more mugging on the weekends and early mid week for exams on weds.. though it's only a prep for uni, some level of seriousness muz be taken into consideration. so far 3 of my grades haf returned and feeling immensely happy with myself.. 1 distinction and 2 credits for econs, marketing and management respectively.

outings been kinda ebbed to a trickle as my week is withered away to juz fri's to go out.. hehe.. but this is juz a recap on what happened in the past month.

this week is holy week.. and as the easter tridium begins, the pascal mystery begins.. consider this my lenten sacrifice? lol..

time to mug for tml and seriously relax for a month after tt in preparation for the uni term to come.. =) also muz pray for divine providence as i'm really in need of it right now... lol..

*jus mugss*

the period of haste n more haste n cram..

time flies fast.. i juz realised i haf not been in here for abt.. 2-3++ weeks?.. hahaha.. such is the cramness of school in which i so am into now.. n also so rusty in.. lol..

so aniwae, yep.. 2 papers down n 4 more modules to clear.. hopefully i cleared the previous 2.. no results back yet for econs n mgt.. hope i scrape thru at least.. sighh..

life goes on per normal n cramming more n more each day.. work is light.. (thank goodness) but school is heaping up alot.. 3 lectures 1 exam in 1 week.. n in 6 weeks.. to clear 6 modules.. definately not easy task but possible..

wish me all the best now guys.. as i hibernate from the crowd for this mth of march (hopefully only in march).. =)

*jus crams*

festive mood over.. a sway start to a bz yr ahead.. -_-

tml marks the end of the cny mood and start of a bz hectic yr ahead.. but 1st a simple recap on wad happened..

not too good a start for the new yr as my bedboard of my bed broke n caved in after my house wuz open to my relatives and my bed was used as a trampoline for my young nephew's and niece's... had a shock of my life as i lay down on my bed after an exhausting clearing up as my bed instantly transformed into a coffin, sinking me inside.. -_-

sayonara my ole bed as i will scrap it soon..

n after i deposited my cash for cny yest, only realised today tt i lost my atm/debit card.. -_-''' trauma center no1 sia..

step1> cancel card

step2> check if any other transactions happened since den.

step3> request of replacement

luckily i managed to find my normal old atm card after overturning my room for 1 hr.. XD

so much for a new start for the year..

on a brighter note, i bumped into my air force officer while visting my fren's house.. wat a small world as he wuz also invited to my fren's house also.. =)

tml begins work.. n school.. hopefully this minor bunch of incidents does not set in the mood for now.. i nid all the luck for this.. wahaha..

*jus prays*

happie cny to all!!!.. silent reflections amidst all the horsing ard..

1st things 1st.. happie cny to all!..

last week wuz a whirl of events.. my v day wuz spent in the hospital.. yeap.. dun ask y.. but yeap it wuz spent there. though later i met up w some of my frens darryl, shaatish n scott for some dinner n drinks.. which wuz good in a way. thanks to all my frens for being there when i really nid it..

fast forward today.. n im at home doing practically nothing a much.. rest mode today. prob gain another few kilos this season eating all the gd food!.. after tt gonna burn my brain cells cramming for my bridging modules.. practically not gonna work out much which is not good.. lol.. especially since im so lazy to go run or anything like tt..

arghhh!!!.. o well.. indulge 1st i guess.. n think abt the past events n look on.. =)

*jus nua*

my new destressing tool.. indulgence for myself to spend the commuting time..

hey u all..

recently bought a portable console.. Nintendo DS.. hahaha.. set + flash rom for appx 320 bucks.. no nid to buy games.. jus dl roms.. lolx..

yeaps.. tt is the highlight for this weekend i guess and maybe abt my reunion dinner w my mom's side on sat!.. had a great time mingling w my cousins and relatives.. n also enjoying the food.. =)

CNY is coming.. time for more festive food.. n then my cram sch begins.. new opportunities and learning.. but more resolve and determination.

*jus nua*

weekend.. fly away.. n CNY draws near..

it's a mon nite and i feel so tired!!.. fallingg sick i guess.. the telltale symptoms of headache, runny nose and fever.. potential flu.. o yea.. n a tad of sore throat as well.

yeap.. but i had a good fri nite last nite.. met up w my colleagues after work for our really belated makan celebration for our success in our QC circle convention. ate at Amirah's Grill @ Pahang Street.. free flow of soup n drinks and desserts.. not to mention the main course.. stuffed myself silly!.. yummy..

after tt, i joined my poly frens for some late nite chill out. ms bay n her kid and few of our band jr's at balcony for some alcohol.. =) the star of the show muz b her kid.. hyper lil punk though.. lol..

spent my sat lazing n in e evening 2 meet fred for his 21st bdae at his nice beautiful new house.. =) n sun.. is juz a dota away..

well.. as CNY n school draws near, a lil anticipating n bit nervous. but still, if i dun do it.. i will nv even begin..

*jus settles*

sashimi buffet @ miramar hotel!!.. keep ya best buds close..

hey peeps!..

recently the struggle for frens has come n gone but in e end after the storms only the true people who stay are worth n deem fit to b called your frens.

this morning, met up w some of my church frens including my best bud ambrose for sashimi buffet.. at miramar hotel.. at SGD$35/- per pop..

luv it man!.. scroll below to c the serving size. but in total we chalked up 8-9+ plates of sashimi.. mainly eaten by darryl, ambrose n me.. n some by jac..

frenzy and of cos meeting up w old frens all i know for min 5-17+ yrs

lugged along all my transcripts and paperwork to submit to my sch of choice for my degree prep but alas, the coordinator is around.. o well.. monday then.. not tt i got a choice.. lol..

hung ard w my good frens, jac n darryl for some kopi and met up w am later for a movie..

not too bad a day, discussed issues at great length.. in e end i realised i dun nid loads of frens ard me but juz the ppl whom tried, tested and proven.. who will stick in good n bad..

disappointed recently by the chain of events.. how misunderstood i can b n badly perceived i am by others when my intent is not bad at all.. in e end i dun wish to think anymore.. coz i haf nothing to hide about.. and tt i can look up n thank the person guiding me to discern and learn from the mistakes and look to the future. studies more impt for now.. wadeva good tt comes along.. is juz a bonus.. =)

*jus clears distractions*

procastinating over.. get down n do it n get bz..

hey u guys.. recently im chasing my female frens away unwittingly.. wonder y or wad is going on.. in a flash of an eye, suddenly two good female frens i know is not on v good terms w me.. sighh..

i wuz juz complaining last post abt a fren of mine. but now, another close fren drifts further away.. now i really wonder what is going on.. did i do anything wrong? all i recall i kept my word n did not say anything except the mutual fren.. but it's like being shell-shocked out of a sudden.. in hokkien.. die also dunno how u die.. darn.. some1 pls shed some light into this pls? i really hate losing frens but it comes n i dun even know wad i did wrong.. sighh..

aniwae, i've finally got down to doing it.. my part time study.. surpisingly not in SIM but most prob in SMa.. which stands for sch of management.. in a double major for management n marketing from uni of Murdoch. n it is starting faster than expected.. the bridging modules start like in 3 weeks time.. n as i struggle to cough the cash out n do the admin work.. degree starts in may though.. but gotta grit my teeth n do it coz i dun wanna b a fence sitter anymore. 18mths of accelerated study.. prob will keep myself bz for a while and shut out unwanted stray thoughts. sunday's prob will b burnt for 2 mths flat for my modules n 500 per module.. owww..

wish me luck peeps in wadeva tt comes.. my frens.. i dun mean any harm but y am i always misunderstood?

"our father in heaven, hallowed be thy name, thy kingdom come thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven..."

how true it is in this case, may ya guide it in the way u will it to b..

*jus strives*

work is seriously sapping my mind.. any reprieve anybody?

it's sometime since i've posted. and yeaps.. been pretty bz doing work n stuff. kinda bad though, juz working and eating gd food w some of my frens and working again. as my gd fren jac wuz say.. vegetating.. and NoooOoo.. i dun wanna vegetate.. put on some weight but less humour i guess..

hanging out w my best bud ambrose whom also is too neroutic for comfort sometimes.. he is definately in worse shape than i am. sighh.. sry abt tt man bro tt i cant do anything abt it. thinking in short paragraphs n phrases.. juz nid a lucky break somewhere out of the monotony. nid to make something happen. something to kick me out of the straight line, the cold office.. literally freezing at work. gawd, n i cant find any jacket at home to use.. tt i can afford to leave at work.. arghh..

recently blew out at one of my good ger frens. dunno wad happened or how it happened but i saw it 1 way, she saw it another. too close for comfort i presume. lack of tact on my part but yeap. im alwayss chasing my frens away. weird is'nt? maybe for the better also. she will still b one of my close frens to me but yeap juz not in the way it is currently. something muz b done to shift the balance..

so yeap.. some1 juz stop the time and allow the peace n tranquility to set in to soothe the mind coz it's nv enough! sleep is nv enough for me.. n my boss is complaining im so lethargic.. some 1 juz kill my boss n my ceo for me pls.. all the nonsense rules and tight curfews.. all the regimental and red tape.. if i wanted a life like tt i would haf signed on.. sighh..y am i raving now when im not doing anything abt it? i also wonder.. well..

last but not least, those who cant stand me raving.. yeap.. my sincere apologies.. some ppl ask me for advice and sometimes i feel i dish them out ok. but yep.. i cant help ppl if i cant help myself cant i?.. yeap.. so allow me this post of ranting n raving n i'd get over it juz fine soon..

*jus saddened*